Time Flies......

It seems like yesterday i entered UM medic fac, registering myself into the course i chose. This happened in 2007, but it seems like yesterday..... Now, i am already a third year student, posted in Hospital Tengku Ampuan Rahimah, in klang.

I will here narrate a little bit bout life in HTAR klang...

The first day i reached HTAR, it looks familiar to me. This is because HTAR looks similiar to Seremban GH. But there is something that very special in HTAR, which Seremban GH do not possessed.... UNCOUNTABLE of CROWS, FLYING ALL OVER THE PLACE... This cannot be see in anywhere in Seremban... So, when we walk to the hospital from our hostel (a 5 minutes walk), we usually holds something to protect ourselves... Neither from the UV rays of the sun which will cause skin malignancies, nor the rain, but from CROWS' faeces coming from the sky like rain... There are so so so many crows till when we kicked the tree, almost 40 crows will fly out from the tree....

Besides from the crows, the "hunter" of the crows will also come and shoot the crows in INAPPROPRIATE time... They like to take down their "preys" when it is the best time to sleep... Haiz...

But something here is good.... There are plenty of cases in the ward.... ACS, unstable angina, and many many many cases... nice to clerk them also... but some patients won't let us med student to clerk them.... haiz... they really don't understand that we are LEARNING from them.... haiz...

actually there are many many many stories i would like to tell... But, it seems that i need sufficient sleeps to keep me awake in class tomorrow... so i would like to stop here....
And to my dear dear friends... sorry for not updating my blog for so so long.... hahaha.... i will update it frequently... and 中秋节快乐 to those who celebrate.... GOOD NIGHT..

Eventually, the rain din come at 5 p.m... BUT IT CAME AT 6 SOMETHING....

Haiz.. Finally the rain god pity the UM medical students, and let them play basketball for 1 hour+++... haiz... For almost a fortnight, I din even get chance to TOUCH any balls.. (except my BALLS.. HAHA.. p.s. not funny at all... haiz..) eventually..... I hope that it wont rain tomolo...

haiz... RAINING........... I HATE RAINING.......................................................


so sien................

First Ward-Round in Medic Fac

Wow... Finally i get to wear the white coat and walk into the ward proudly as a medical student... Haha... Because this is the FIRST WARD-ROUND in UM Medical Center in my life... So this is a very memorable day to me... Haha...

Today, my lab members firstly gathered in front of the library. There, i put on my white coat, i could feel the pride of wearing that coat, the pride of being a medical student, the pride of being the future doctor.. HAHA...( So Shock Sendiri... Is this me???? haha..)

Then, the disappointing part came.. Haiz... When we arrive the wad, which is the surgical ward 6U, we are so so so lost... And not even which doctor is coming to lead us... We waited there for 1/2 an hour... While waiting, only a sentence popped into my mind, which is "We are wasting time here, Illidan is out there somewhere..." (Only those play DOTA know.. It is said by Phantom Assasin, a DOTA hero) At that moment, my lab representative, went to the department to seek for help... Then only we found out that the Dr. in charge is not available, and replaced by a young, handsome doctor... He did not have the typical doctor look, and besides, he is handsome... But the main point is... HE IS WEARING A PAIR OF CASUAL SPORT SHOES AND FORMAL CLOTHES IN THE HOSPITAL... haha.. If we did that, we will DIE... Haha... This is because he is already a doctor, but we are medical student... Haha...

Since this is the first ward-round, what we learn is very basic, like the 6 vital-points, the general physical examination thingy only, nothing much... Haha...

who you wanna protect??????

Hereby i wanna ask you all a question...
Who deserve ro be protected?????
A. When the population of animal is very small
B. or When the population of animal is very big

Which one you choose???

Of course i will choose A... But somehow, someone will decide to choose B, which is ridiculous... Because they say that the population is too big, so they will need more food supplement, or whatever, so they should be protected and provide them more food, and habitates... Is this a reason????
However, they are some sane people will choose A. This is because they are towards extinction... So definitely we need to protect them....

So what's your comment about this???? Tell me...

RAIN......

Wat is RAIN???? Rain is the atmospheric moisture falling as drops in a large quantity.... It is something very amazing... Imagine that this world wont rain???? haha... I cant imagine at all...

I used to be a rain-lover. Where i hope that rain comes everyday.... Why i like rain? This is because i like to hear the sound that raindrops create when they hits the roof, the drain, the floor, and everywhere... It sounds like a natural-occurring symphony...

But now, I hate rain... I dunno wat changes me so abruptly... Maybe because my heart rains very frequently these few months... and when it did, i would like to go to the basketball court to release everything... but then it really RAINS outside... this frustrate me so much... I really need to release my tension... but nowhere for me to do it as it rains everyday... especially this week... everyday it rains... many plans are canceled due to the rain.. DAMN...

Plz, DUN RAIN I BEG TO YOU MY LORD....

Lonesome....

Haiz... again i was dumped before anything happened... haiz... now feel vry lonely... it is hard to fall in love with someone... but i did... i have done many things to impress her, but eventually, wat i received is a cold look, a string of cold words coming out from her mouth... imagine how my heart feel... it was like a cold, chilly dagger, stabbed into it, and i was left bleeding alone now... haiz...

studying was not the only purpose of life, i felt the emptiness of my life recently... and found out that, even though you are smart, always get the A's in exam(but i din), you are nothing if you do not have anyone that you loved, or anyone to love you... this is the emptiness i felt... but it is hard for me to step out once more after failing for so many times.. haiz... it is hard for me now... because i am frightened by the feeling that to contribute but then got hurt again... haiz... I AM TOO COWARD....

tats life... my heart need to be mend... but the person that can mend my heart is hard to be found... even the best doctor in world cant do that... this is serious... haiz... thats the reason why i din edit my post recently... crying in a lonesome night is all i had done recently, and nothing... imagine that... i know i am not a great guy... haiz... no talent, not even clever, and not even matured enough.... i know my limits... that's all... haiz...

WHY ME?????? this is wat i wanna ask to someone wise enough to advice me.....

Finally back home...

After 2 busy and hectic weeks, i am back to my sweet sweet home again... Haiz... But still, i will miss my interesting uni life in UM...

This two weeks, i am unable to come back home is because i am joining some of the activities that is organized by the Medical Society of UM and the Physiology Department of UM...

On the 16th of August, my friends and i went to a visit to the leprosy center at the Sg. Buloh Hospital... There, we can see many leprosy patients who are unwanted and left by their families due to the condition which they are in...

Leprosy is an illness, that once cant be cured and contagious... It is spread by long physical contact... Once people is infected, they will suffer a lot and eventually lost their limb, eye, and the cartilages of the nose will be gone too... But luckily, this illness can be cured now...

At 23rd of August, another major event happened in UM... The 6th inter-medical school physiology quiz... This time, there are 37 teams from many countries, such as Czech Republic, Russia, Phillipines, Thailand, Australia, Singapore, China, Taiwan, Hong Kong and of course Malaysia... The participants are really something... They are really superb... The questions asked are quite difficult as some of the question i also dont understand and sometimes din even heard of... And among them, our UM team survived and become the champion... How wonderful they are... Haha... As a student helper, i am glad to involve in this activity as i learn a lot and get to knows many friends, from different country, and with different culture... I am really happy about it...